swimming in the lagoon, someone to call and being in control

mmmm this is what I've been day dreaming about.... lying on a white sandy beach and swimming in a turquoise lagoon.... lush

when things aren't quite as you expected, and you're feeling a bit mixed up, its such an amazing feeling to have someone you can call, day or night to talk it through with (sorry for waking you up Jeffrey xxx)

ok, so I'm a control freak.... but it feels nice to know that I can be in control of my days, and have the courage to deal with anything I'm not happy with, and make a new plan if need be